Things happen n i made a stupid mistake. if i grow up more be mature on my thinking i then won hurt u badly. about tt incident it just keep coming through my mind over n over again. i feel a shame of wad i did tt day. i cant get over it easily i doubt u could too.. i'm really scared tt things would be different after tt night. i knw u couldnt put ur total trust in me any more. but i will try to gain back tt trust. i know i got to give u more time coz u cant like treat nth happen just over a few night. i will grow up. Darling i'm really sorry to hurt u over n over again.

Its day 3 of darling thailand trip.. yesterday we just chat alittle on text. he seems to be quite busy.. till nw still didnt receive any of his text. it seems like his really busy today... ahh!!! misses him so much.the feeling is just diff when his in singapore n in thailand.

Darling is on the plane flying towards Thailand. And i'm starting to miss him already!!! tts fast!!!

U've nv doubt me or mistrust me even when I make so many mistake n u still believe in me.. I feel so shame. For nt trusting u when u didn't even hurt me.. I seriously
.. Got to change my pettyness!!

i'm a pork chop!!! ah super sad!! plz give me some confident!! y do i always feel other girl is so much prettier n better then me:( i wanna look be n feel fabulous too!!!!!!!!

meeting the bf is always the best thing of all:)!!!!

today is just bad!!!! real bad!!!!!! it aint great at all.... it just so sucky!!!!!